Hello, I’m GENNNN
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I took the one less traveled by – Robert Frost-
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five years already~
it’s been five years since i started blogging. I never knew that i would actually be maintaining my blog, but it’s nice to know that my blog is still alive. reading my old blog brings back so much memories~
so much things have changed in my life and so many things happened. i’m just glad that i had painstakingly persevered and wrote everything down. Be it good, bad, happy or sad, all these events has definitely made me someone different and hopefully better 🙂
getting a little angst with stuffs from the tiredness of having to stay back everyday to do callings which i sometimes feel that it is unproductive and unnecessary. But well looking at it in another way, it’s actually a motivation at times too. Hopefully next week gets better and i would be able to then hit my targets 🙂
totally looking forward to meet up sessions with friends and also my commencement day on FRIDAY!! i’m finally graduating ~ :DD
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sometimes fate is so magical
such a busy and hectic day i had ytd. been out the whole day rushing from places to places, but still it was an eventful and fruitful weekend 🙂
after having a review with my boss and having a chat with her to find out how am i performing for the past 2 month, i kinda feel relieved now as I am not underperforming and i think i just kinda added too much pressure on myself. maybe i had all my expressions written on my face too, and i guess my manager could tell that i was really stressed up or kinda not really happy with things around. so i was rather thankful that she took the effort to sit down and reviewed my performance to let me know how i was doing and stuffs. through this review, i realised something important which was that as long as i had done my best and placed in my best efforts, there’s no need for me to feel bad or guilty even if the results do not show. cuz in this line, i guess results do not show immediately, however, through perseverance and continous hard work, results will definitely show in the end. so decided to kan kai and just learn and experience as much as i can on this job while i am on probation 🙂
after appt on saturday late morning, rushed back to SMU to collect my academic gown~ waited for four years and finally it’s our graduation. all the tears, sweat, pain, joy and laughter through these 4 years. How weird that we humans are always wanting things that we do not have, just like how i would love this day to quickly come and how i used to think 4 years is freaking long and cant wait to graduate and work, but today when i am really graduating, i how i wish that i would have treasured my days in SMU more and wished that i could still be a student and be freed from all the stress and worries at the workplace. human beings are indeed ironic, always wanting something and treasuring the present. even so, i am really glad to have met wonderful peeps in SMU. though i only knew the people in my clique for a few months out of my 4 years in school, it felt like we have known each other for years to be this close 😀 how amazing it is right? it’s just how similar in personality we all are and that how we could just click and get along with each other. i guess it’s not time that determines if someone could be your close friend or not, and rather it is not something that you say that “ohhhh, blah blah blah is my close friend” that why we are close, rather, it’s something that is felt mutually by both parties and unconsciously you both realise that, “ahhhh, even if i dont have to say anything, she will understand me”. that’s what close friends is all about. the how communication factor is DAMN important to me as a close friend.
I dont like to be forced to like someone or to be obligated to like or do things for people unless i really genuinely wants to do something for you. No point trying to understand me better so that you can do things that i like so that eventually, you are hoping that i will like you more. I feel that whether i am close to someone or not is just a mutual feeling which is not rocket science. I hate it when people thing that doing things that i like den okay, my feelings for you will be closer, and if you do the wrong stuffs, okay that marks the end of our friendship. I dont think relationship between people work in such a manner. more importantly is how well we click, how similar we are in thinking, and how much we can agree to disagree.
okays. enough of rattling. i am just glad that mishyy, omma, dinoo, penguin and maknae are just people whom i can communicate and click damn well 🙂 god damn thankful for these SMU peeps to mark my end journey of my university life with a blast! thanks babes! moving on to the next phase/ stage of our life can be stressful, hectic and crazy, but i’m glad that we have each other. it’s funny how how conversation topics has evolved from korean idols to bitching about work. HAHAS damn interesting cannnnn~ love my girls so muchhhh lahhh 🙂 it’s like talking with them, and you will know that you are not alone. it’s the kind of comfort that i get when i hang out with my secondary and my JC clique. no stress, no obligations, no burden :)) anyways things at work will just get better, usually the first few months of adapting will be tough but things will get better for all of us. photo bombing time of us trying out our academic gowns! CANT wait for photoshoot next week with my dearies!
the death eater~ 
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Hwaiting~
It’s time to be brave and face my fears.have courage and have faith that I will do well :)) I WILL AND I CAN.BELIEVING is the first step to success.
No matter how tough it is, I will embrace it and take it as a challenge to improve myself :)) hopefully this positivity and mind power would give strength for me to press on!!
HWAITING~
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aigooo~why so fast
feeling sad that my weekends are passing so quickly. it’s like i haven had enuff time to rest or have much fun, den i have to start work all over again. well i dont think it is because that i dislike/ dread working, but probably i haven found the joy to working yet? but i know soon, i will find that passion and love and be able to love my weekdays as much as i love my weekends. that day will come soon :DD
as usual, weekends are usually pack with activities, meeting up with friends. especially so for this month as i have commencement to worry for. heh heh, kinda quite excited for it though, like the whole collection of the academic gown, photoshoot and attending the actual commencement. I cant wait for it, but i dont wanna graduate actually. irony right? anyway, friday night was dinner with the “family” 🙂 pretty awesome as usual, like all the catching up and awesome food at chomp chomp. though we all went back early cuz we were all so tired from work, but i was glad to be able to meet up with these lovely girls 🙂
@ Udders 🙂 
shall wait for jilly and dinoooooo to upload more photos for me to post :))SATURDAY
it was swimming time 🙂 i haven swam for like months~ love how it’s like being in the water!i should try to go swimming as much as i can as a form of exercise and also a form of destressing, to relieve me of the tensions i feel from work 🙂 lunchie was with bestie at THAI EXPRESS. surprisingly we were happy with the food and was glad that we had tried thai express for lunchie. the fried rice were awesomeeeee! i LIKE. definitely a good opportunity to go back for fried rice again.
shrimp paste fried rice~ YUMS 
crispy pancakeees went for desiree’s dance performance! it’s really nice to see that your close friend is pursuing something that she really loves and is happy doing it. somehow, it nice watching her perform, like you know you are proud of her for having the courage to pursue her dreams. no matter how hard it was, she did it, done it and have no regrets. SO PROUD OF YOU LEE MOMO :))
waiting for the performance to start~ 
proud of you desiree 🙂 ❤ rest of the day was bestie timeeeee. did like shopping ard, window shopping cuz i’m like broke alreadyyyy. aigoooo, i really feel like buying sooOOOO many things cannnn. hahhas but resist the temptations! ended up going to arcade to play and destress~ our usual favorite hang out! dinner was at MACs. short day but definitely awesome!!
Dinner timeeee~ 
time out with my bestie is enjoyable and nice. i like that it is always so relax, nice and non-stressful 🙂 no obligations, no stress, no pressure, no burden. i like the fact that i can just share with her anything, and this closeness is not something that i would feel with anyone. it’s like there are alot of things which i dont necessarily have to say it out, but she will understand and make things so much more easier for me. through the years, being hurt and disappointed has made it real hard for me to really trust or fully depend on people as sometimes i really prefer to depend on myself rather than to be disappointed by others, therefore, though it seem like i share alot of things with people, i do not feel close to most of them as there’s so many other things which i dont share at all cuz i dont like the feeling of being dependent or vulnerable to others. I’m just so glad that i have bestie, cuz it’s just sufficient already 🙂
Being close to someone is not determined by just saying that we are close i think. it’s about how both parties understand each other even if we dont speak or say anything to each other and that special bond is what me and bestie haveeee 🙂 thanks bestie and desiree for always being so understanding and being there for me when i need someone. i always know who to turn to when my days are really bad and talking to you both would always make me feel better, even though i know things have not changed at all. thanks for being the special one for meeee :DD love you both loads!
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[News|Photos] CNBLUE Yonghwa to make a cameo appearance in ‘A Gentleman’s Dignity’
i will be anxiously waiting for this episode to be out soon :DD
In addition to his bandmate Jonghyun, Yonghwawill be also be making an appearance in an upcoming episode ‘A Gentleman’s Dignity‘ as a cameo.
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