Living in Denmark

sometimes i feel like this: FINALLY home from work. I’m beat.

all these changes at work is making me feel paranoid. And i can totally tell how people are just so self-centered. *totally jaded* it disgusts me when a leader would behave in such a manner, obviously that person just don’t see the big picture of how achieving a department goal together as a whole is better. Why create an environment that not only increase competition between teams, but also increase competition in your own team too. such a irony cause you like your team to be bonded, but you are making them compete in such manners so that you get to look good in front of your superiors. gawddddd.I’m just glad that i’m not part of this nonsense. counting my blessings.

Changes do indeed benefit some and places some in the disadvantaged position. i guess it’s the job nature. Ultimately in my job, what matters is at the end of the month will you be able to achieve the number or not, the process and how it doesnt matter. that’s quite sad isnt it? cause it seems like hard work doesnt really pays off ya know.

just glad that i managed to settle an awesomely troublesome issue. cannot even sleep and eat in peace for the past few days for this matter and the best thing is that it’s not even my mistake at all. sighhhh.well learn from it gen and you will grow. just so glad that i still have nice leaders around to look for when i need help. i totally appreciate and am thankful.

hopefully this shall be the last post i shall post about work. frustrating siaaaaa

WOAHHHH~

their performance are always so intense and mind blowing that makes me wanna hope and expect for more surprises in their next performance. I’m so glad and proud of their success now. at least people know that they are a REAL band. gosh. i’m too amazed that i’m loss for words watching their performance. DAEBAK!! CNBLUE hwaiting!!

anyways i love how this blogger talks about CNBLUE 🙂 i get awesome nice videos and news about cnblue by reading her blogggg. do feel free to read if you would like to know more about CNBLUE 🙂 there goes the link : http://ladyoflake.livejournal.com

the comeback is really awesome. seems like a mini CNBLUE concert. heheh i’m so happy for them and i’m definitely spamming videos of CNBLUE and of course yonghwa on a rainy sunday afternonn 🙂 isnt it obvious? heh heh

somehow i think my job nature has changed me in abit. i’m someone who like planning ahead, being able to see my schedule and be able to anticipate activities upcoming, being in control with my situation. On the other hand, i really DISLIKE last minute outings and am INTOLERANT to last minute changes. that’s one of the things that irks me and bring the nasty side out of me (i’m human, naturally i have my mean side too.hahas) but due to the nature of my job, now i guess i’m pretty used to all the last minute changes. Now i will need to rush down last min cause my clients suddenly text to say this is the only time they are free to meet, or how sometimes they reschedule or postpone appt as they are unable to make it. though it is really annoying (cause i feel that everyone’s time is precious when you say you will meet at the time slot you better make it, unless it’s really something grave in which you will have to go for would i be understanding) and something which i would violently react towards (which some of my closer friends know) i kind of slowly gotten used to these changes already.

last evening was one such example.

surprisingly, i decided to go on an impromptu outing with my friend to the art and science museum to take a look at the art of the brick exhibition. heh heh this friend of my, dinooooo is really into LEGOs. hahahs i like LEGOs but i dont think i’m that passionate in it like her. hahahs but i’m gladdd she asked me along to go for this exhibition :)) seriously, i have no patience in building things from scratch which i have no idea what i would like to build, so till the end, i built nothing. hahhas.i have not much creative side when it comes to lego building. lol. BUT i like seeing instructions to build stuffs, maybe it’s the education system in singapore which has trained me in this manner? to follow rules? hahhas well, but anyways it was a pretty inspirational exhibition i thought and i really like how his pieces always has some meaning behind to teach us something 🙂 i always like artsy stuffs, but i know that i’m not creative enough for it. i love how artists have passion for the things that they love and be able to create it with their hands,regardless of whether it’s arts or music, i really admire their courage for taking such a big step to pursue what they want in their life unlike me who is still wondering and figuring out what is it in life that i would like to achieve. well hopefully one day, i will be able to find my own burning passion and be able to pursue it and live my life with no regrets 🙂 not that i feel that i’m living my life with regrets now, but i’m sure it will be even better if i know i could do something bigger and more meaningful in which i am able to touch and inspire people’s life.

photos timeeeee~

i apologies for the bad quality of the photos. obviously my iphone 4 is lacking in taking really good clear photos, but well one more month before i can change my phone ya know. so peeps just bear with meeeeee. hahahs 🙂

it all started from our grad trip and because of “fanta-stick” show, we are named the okay girls 😀

they are the group of girl friends which we will always be talking about KPOP and be fangirling about our favorite boy groups. it’s like a family that we have become. teasing and laughing at each other, seeing each other at our most unglam moments and praising how handsome our “boyfriends” are. lol. though gatherings like this are challenging due to the hectic work schedule that all of us have, i really cherish the times i spend with them. thank you girls for being part of my life journey ❤

i just love the way how my life is like 🙂 awesome friends, family and job with just happiness and smiles to end off each day. thank god for giving me such a fulfilling life with all these awesome people to make me grow and stay strong, giving me the extra ounce of strength whenever i feel like giving up to continue to walk on this journey called LIFE. i appreciate every single one in my life and thank you all for making me who i am todayyyy! ❤ ❤ ❤

it’s going to be CNBLUE comeback tomorrow. OH MANS. how much i have been waiting for this day. i always love and look forward to their comeback cause i like how the band is always able to bring awesome songs to us :DD

this band has definitely grown and shine over the past 3 years and i’m so proud of yonghwa as the title song is finally one that is composed by the band. tmr KST 12:00 will be the release of their title track, omo, i cannot wait :DD

just to remember how much they have grown, i have listed their MVs for the past 3 years. HAPPY 3rd year anniversary CNBLUE!! :DD

i love my goofy leader of CNBLUE :)) tee hee