Living in Denmark

Had a nice cosy catch up with a friend yesterday for cocktails and dinner. It was nice to meet someone who is from a similar background and actually we know some people in the industry as we talk about it. I guess this feeling of connectedness is important and help you to feel home slightly belonging to somewhere because day in and out, you are always reminded of how different you are from the rest of the people around you, since your native language is different when you are living abroad.

Not that I actually miss home, but it just feels kinda nice and warm you know when you can connect to a person easily and she gets what you are talking about. I dont need like daily warm, fuzzy feeling, but its nice once in a while. I am a loner, and I like to be alone and by myself in peace and calmness most of the time. Away from the people and music and questions. But of course, as humans we still need some sort of social interactions too. I have this battery meter where when its running low, I go out to recharge. And when its full, I like to be left alone, by myself. I am just weird in that way and yeah, I am not an extrovert. Some people suck the energy out of me.

Well to be honest, it has been making me think alot about how our future would be like. Don’t get me wrong, I really like living in Denmark and also it has given me the exposure that I would never be able to get back home, but it is kinda hard to find a job here. There is no pull factor for me to back home as well. It’s just some days you get a little more jaded than usual when things dont go according to what you would like. And I really like planning! I want to know where I am headed to and also what are the events looking like. And I know the Danes like to Plan as well. HAHAHAS well, not a relevant connection.

On the bright side, I know that I definitely one step nearer to getting the job I would really enjoy and like doing here. Maybe that could be the huge pull which will solve all the uncertainty in my fuzzy brain now. It feels like something good is coming and it is right out there for me to grasp. I just have to be patience and things will happen the way it is meant to be. Let see how it goes. Half a month of September flew by again!