Fear of dependency

I realise i have a fear of dependency which results in me having such stubborn stands about refusing to ask for help when I need.No idea how did this fear started to grow in me.

I would rather walk away and refuse help if I know that I am becoming to dependent on someone. Being vulnerable is something which I hate myself to be and though I know that there are definitely ppl who will standby me regardless if it’s my family or friends, I just can’t bring myself to let go and trust that I could depend on them.

Sorry to people whom I have walked out in your lives out of the blue cause I knew I was becoming dependent on you. I can’t help it but I guess I will try to change.

Maybe sometimes we ought to just be brave after all ☺️ love hard, fall hard #yolo

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