Living in Denmark

sometimes i feel like this: FINALLY home from work. I’m beat.

all these changes at work is making me feel paranoid. And i can totally tell how people are just so self-centered. *totally jaded* it disgusts me when a leader would behave in such a manner, obviously that person just don’t see the big picture of how achieving a department goal together as a whole is better. Why create an environment that not only increase competition between teams, but also increase competition in your own team too. such a irony cause you like your team to be bonded, but you are making them compete in such manners so that you get to look good in front of your superiors. gawddddd.I’m just glad that i’m not part of this nonsense. counting my blessings.

Changes do indeed benefit some and places some in the disadvantaged position. i guess it’s the job nature. Ultimately in my job, what matters is at the end of the month will you be able to achieve the number or not, the process and how it doesnt matter. that’s quite sad isnt it? cause it seems like hard work doesnt really pays off ya know.

just glad that i managed to settle an awesomely troublesome issue. cannot even sleep and eat in peace for the past few days for this matter and the best thing is that it’s not even my mistake at all. sighhhh.well learn from it gen and you will grow. just so glad that i still have nice leaders around to look for when i need help. i totally appreciate and am thankful.

hopefully this shall be the last post i shall post about work. frustrating siaaaaa