Living in Denmark

such a busy and hectic day i had ytd. been out the whole day rushing from places to places, but still it was an eventful and fruitful weekend 🙂

after having a review with my boss and having a chat with her to find out how am i performing for the past 2 month, i kinda feel relieved now as I am not underperforming and i think i just kinda added too much pressure on myself. maybe i had all my expressions written on my face too, and i guess my manager could tell that i was really stressed up or kinda not really happy with things around. so i was rather thankful that she took the effort to sit down and reviewed my performance to let me know how i was doing and stuffs. through this review, i realised something important which was that as long as i had done my best and placed in my best efforts, there’s no need for me to feel bad or guilty even if the results do not show. cuz in this line, i guess results do not show immediately, however, through perseverance and continous hard work, results will definitely show in the end. so decided to kan kai and just learn and experience as much as i can on this job while i am on probation 🙂

after appt on saturday late morning, rushed back to SMU to collect my academic gown~ waited for four years and finally it’s our graduation. all the tears, sweat, pain, joy and laughter through these 4 years. How weird that we humans are always wanting things that we do not have, just like how i would love this day to quickly come and how i used to think 4 years is freaking long and cant wait to graduate and work, but today when i am really graduating, i how i wish that i would have treasured my days in SMU more and wished that i could still be a student and be freed from all the stress and worries at the workplace. human beings are indeed ironic, always wanting something and treasuring the present. even so, i am really glad to have met wonderful peeps in SMU. though i only knew the people in my clique for a few months out of my 4 years in school, it felt like we have known each other for years to be this close 😀 how amazing it is right? it’s just how similar in personality we all are and that how we could just click and get along with each other. i guess it’s not time that determines if someone could be your close friend or not, and rather it is not something that you say that “ohhhh, blah blah blah is my close friend” that why we are close, rather, it’s something that is felt mutually by both parties and unconsciously you both realise that, “ahhhh, even if i dont have to say anything, she will understand me”. that’s what close friends is all about. the how communication factor is DAMN important to me as a close friend.

I dont like to be forced to like someone or to be obligated to like or do things for people unless i really genuinely wants to do something for you. No point trying to understand me better so that you can do things that i like so that eventually, you are hoping that i will like you more. I feel that whether i am close to someone or not is just a mutual feeling which is not rocket science. I hate it when people thing that doing things that i like den okay, my feelings for you will be closer, and if you do the wrong stuffs, okay that marks the end of our friendship. I dont think relationship between people work in such a manner. more importantly is how well we click, how similar we are in thinking, and how much we can agree to disagree.

okays. enough of rattling. i am just glad that mishyy, omma, dinoo, penguin and maknae are just people whom i can communicate and click damn well 🙂 god damn thankful for these SMU peeps to mark my end journey of my university life with a blast! thanks babes! moving on to the next phase/ stage of our life can be stressful, hectic and crazy, but i’m glad that we have each other. it’s funny how how conversation topics has evolved from korean idols to bitching about work. HAHAS damn interesting cannnnn~ love my girls so muchhhh lahhh 🙂 it’s like talking with them, and you will know that you are not alone. it’s the kind of comfort that i get when i hang out with my secondary and my JC clique. no stress, no obligations, no burden :)) anyways things at work will just get better, usually the first few months of adapting will be tough but things will get better for all of us. photo bombing time of us trying out our academic gowns! CANT wait for photoshoot next week with my dearies!