Living in Denmark

feeling sad that my weekends are passing so quickly. it’s like i haven had enuff time to rest or have much fun, den i have to start work all over again. well i dont think it is because that i dislike/ dread working, but probably i haven found the joy to working yet? but i know soon, i will find that passion and love and be able to love my weekdays as much as i love my weekends. that day will come soon :DD

as usual, weekends are usually pack with activities, meeting up with friends. especially so for this month as i have commencement to worry for. heh heh, kinda quite excited for it though, like the whole collection of the academic gown, photoshoot and attending the actual commencement. I cant wait for it, but i dont wanna graduate actually. irony right? anyway, friday night was dinner with the “family” 🙂 pretty awesome as usual, like all the catching up and awesome food at chomp chomp. though we all went back early cuz we were all so tired from work, but i was glad to be able to meet up with these lovely girls 🙂

shall wait for jilly and dinoooooo to upload more photos for me to post :))

SATURDAY

it was swimming time 🙂 i haven swam for like months~ love how it’s like being in the water!i should try to go swimming as much as i can as a form of exercise and also a form of destressing, to relieve me of the tensions i feel from work 🙂 lunchie was with bestie at THAI EXPRESS. surprisingly we were happy with the food and was glad that we had tried thai express for lunchie. the fried rice were awesomeeeee! i LIKE. definitely a good opportunity to go back for fried rice again.

went for desiree’s dance performance! it’s really nice to see that your close friend is pursuing something that she really loves and is happy doing it. somehow, it nice watching her perform, like you know you are proud of her for having the courage to pursue her dreams. no matter how hard it was, she did it, done it and have no regrets. SO PROUD OF YOU LEE MOMO :))

rest of the day was bestie timeeeee. did like shopping ard, window shopping cuz i’m like broke alreadyyyy. aigoooo, i really feel like buying sooOOOO many things cannnn. hahhas but resist the temptations! ended up going to arcade to play and destress~ our usual favorite hang out! dinner was at MACs. short day but definitely awesome!!

time out with my bestie is enjoyable and nice. i  like that it is always so relax, nice and non-stressful 🙂 no obligations, no stress, no pressure, no burden. i like the fact that i can just share with her anything, and this closeness is not something that i would feel with anyone. it’s like there are alot of things which i dont necessarily have to say it out, but she will understand and make things so much more easier for me. through the years, being hurt and disappointed has made it real hard for me to really trust or fully depend on people as sometimes i really prefer to depend on myself rather than to be disappointed by others, therefore, though it seem like i share alot of things with people, i do not feel close to most of them as there’s so many other things which i dont share at all cuz i dont like the feeling of being dependent or vulnerable to others. I’m just so glad that i have bestie, cuz it’s just sufficient already 🙂

Being close to someone is not determined by just saying that we are close i think. it’s about how both parties understand each other even if we dont speak or say anything to each other and that special bond is what me and bestie haveeee 🙂 thanks bestie and desiree for always being so understanding and being there for me when i need someone. i always know who to turn to when my days are really bad and talking to you both would always make me feel better, even though i know things have not changed at all. thanks for being the special one for meeee :DD love you both loads!