met gwen coincidentally in school today and i was reminded of those days where the both of us were frantically trying to search for internship positions exactly one year ago. GOSH and seeing her again, gives me the same feeling once more. But this time round, it’s not the search of internship, but rather a full time job.
GOSH it feels like yesterday that i am going through the process of apply internship, writing cover letters and looking through SMU ontrac to look for internship and now one year has past. And i’m going through the same process but it’s a rather different experience now, cuz i need to look for a job which i will have to stay in and learn lots of stuff for the next phase of my life. no longer am i working just becuz i’m fulfilling a criteria of SMU. But rather, i’m doing something for myself, for my family and for my future. OKAY, it sounds scary, but i’m sure a whole lot of exciting experience and surprises are waiting right in front of me to handle. I dunno what to expect and i cant anticipate, but all i know is, regardless of whether it’s good or bad, i gotta try it to know it i really have the passion for the job.
As the days pass and my graduation gets closer, i feel more and more anxious about getting out to the workforce to try out this new path. well let’s hope it’s going to be a great one! even if its bad, at least be a fulfilling and challenging one then 😀
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