Living in Denmark

went to the hospital to visit my grandma on sunday. decided to like sacrifice some time away from horrible corp reporting (a.k.a CORPSE to shawna) , hahhas. its an uteerly disgusting module, but i guess all finance students have to do it. so no choice.

had wonderful breakfast at bukit ho swee with my family. the LOR-MEE that we loved. have been a great time, cuz its been a long time since we last ate together as a family:))) headed to SGH after breakfast and realised that there was like visiting hours that we have to adhere too. OH mans. Registration was rather funny, as we din really have the full details of which bed my ah ma is, so the person asked what’t my grandma’s name. SRSLY, i have never thought of this question before. I always knew the name of my potong pasir ah ma by heart but not my jurong’s ah ma. AND guess what;s the funniest thing? My dad cant recall my ah ma’s name too. hahahs so embarrassing lah, but at least today onwards, i know my grandmother’s name. Its weird that i do not share the same special connection with my jurong ah ma just like my potong pasir ah ma. quality time spent during the childhood years is definitely very important. Its weird that though we share the same blood however we are no similar from strangers. I never really spoken much to her cause i cant speak hokkien for nuts and sometimes, i cant even understand hokkien. felt guilty about what a lousy grand daughter i am. Just pray that she will get well soon :)))

headed home to continue with CORPSE. i think i will just screw it mans. anyways its just 10% right?? i simplying cannot understand the whole chapter for last week and its like who will feel like studying more when every question you try, the answers is always wrong? DAMN~

too difficult, too much excuses, TOO much MISTAKES, NO focus = MY failure