this entry is entirely about work!!! if you find this topic boring, you may stop reading!!! HAHAS
being a payroll assistant is not easy at all, OH MANS. i have to be SUPER meticulous and careful cause i am handling with money matters. Additionally, this job comes with huge responsibility. routine work which cycle occurs every 2 weeks. Being new, i dunno if i am able to handle this responsibility. INDEPENDENCE is also one important thing that i have to learn in this career. because the main office does not have enough space, i will be sitting by myself in another office, sometimes i will have to eat lunch by myself too.
Because the other temp staffs were not in the office and the perms left for lunch already, i had my first EVER alone lunch session. bought tori-Q lunch set from the basement and headed back to office meeting room and ate by myself. It wasn’t a very enjoyable session, but it set me thinking alot. When i was tot that i will have to eat lunch myself, i felt super lost and fearful, asked ard to see of my friends were ard to have lunch with me. BUT because it is so last minute, none of them could make it. by HOLDING back my tears, pretending that its normal to have lunch alone, i went to get my food. seriously, lunching alone is not something that i will fear of anymore i guess.
din really have the chance to talk to the perms cuz we were in different offices.feel so different from my other workplaces, well i guess different places have different cultures and that i have to adapt i guess :))) HOPE THAT work next week will be fine, i need to digest the materials that i need next week quickly!!! give me the strength to stay STRONG and BRAVE st work!! and i definietly have to be CAREFUL!!! jiayou gen :)))
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