Living in Denmark

these few days was partly hell for me if not for my family.things wasnt going well for job application, and neither is my bf having the best of times too. So the days were like an agony, waiting for jobs calls in the morning and praying that i will get calls or msges from him at night. All these waiting is killing and tearing my heart and soul apart.

well at least i have great family members to be there for me:) Sunday was not a whole slack day, as we went to our uncle hse to learn more about his religion. though its not exactly the best thing, but i sure did enjoy myself as i have my cousins compan, alina and jester:)) the teaching and sharing during the session was GREAT! learnt quite a bit of things, and i found it quite meaningful. enjoyed myself more in the evening with great home cook food by my beloved ah ma, and also baby kaeden!! awww this cute little boy can never fail to bring warm and happiness to my life, i love the way how he would call me “jie jie” and look at me!

look at him smelling at his hanky!!he knows how to do “米米眼”! kawaii le!!! and whenever i ask him “kaeden xiang xiang or chou chou?” he will say “xiang xiang”!!! So cute right!!hees

Monday

was another great day of family!!morning was EMO-ing. but i stopped emo-ing in the noon.hahhas, spend a while talking to my shifu!who never fail to make me laugh at his jokes, i dunno why, but talking to him is so funny! went to my grandma hse to get ready for our weekly exercise:))) today was pretty short as we are meeting the rest of the relatives at changi airport for dinner and ice cream:)))

finally i had a talk with raymond. getting to know what is going on around him make me feel less uncertain and worried. well i guess he must be going through a lot of things right now. but this silly bum, never shares his troubles with anyone. i dunno what to say to convince him to share with me everything in his life. well i guess, all i can do is to be understanding. too tired last night.knock out immediately after i bathed! hope tmr is better!

6hrs of practice!!!I NEED TO BE MORE DISCIPLINE!!!